Anonymous

I don't know what to to say... I feel great. Ever since I was triggered to remember a traumatic event in my childhood. I kept having an image appearing in my head of people putting their hands on me and I was crying because I wouldn't allow it. I've been through this big spiritual change. I've kind of been thrown into it. Had no choice. Had nothing to believe in. Not even love. Love is the greatest thing. That's what the world needs. That's what Mother Earth Needs the most. That's a void that's been missing in her life. I'm kind of talking like he's a living being. But I need my Visualizing in a nice hot bath. Sent nothing but good thoughts to her. It's 9:30pm Mountain Time... There's a great peace in my mind and heart that I can't even explain...Maybe I should just let it be. Thanks Adam. I'd like to share a poem I wrote if you don't mind: I can't believe what I'm feeling You're confusing me you five star being Such a wonderful creature I love all your powerful features Catacombs of unknown Mysteries yet to unearth too scared to explore Afraid of unimaginable hurt I remain on your shores I don't know what I'm feeling You're confusing me you five star being So I run and I hide Taking comfort in the disguise as a mountain called peace of mind But you send out earthquakes To make my world shake To annihilate the pain of my heartache And save me Save me from this Beast they call Grief I don't like what I'm feeling I need rescuing you five star being Such a powerful opposition Not wanting to submit to you Scary conceptualizations Of falling in love with you So I run and I hide Seeking refuge in the disguise In a facade called peace of mind A barricade to my heaven within But you send out earthquakes To make my world shake To annihilate the pain of my heartache And save me Save me from this Beast they call Grief I stare up at my ceiling I have no more feelings Where are you my Five Star Being?